"On a beach topless" Imagination perhaps?

Gym days for me are always satisfying. i always get the feeling to just workout my ass off till i can hear my muscles crying... and for some reason, it always feels good afterwards.. some people say i got fatter, some people say i still look the same since i started gym some time ago. and some say i got buffer. who to listen to? i dont know.. i feel fat, i am fat.

But ever since Shane gave me that encouraging talk a few days back, i am seriously trying to stay away from food that keeps my "excess baggage" sticking around. or Irsyad would like to call it Love Handles. Cardio's has been my priority when i hit the gym.. and i always make sure i push myself..

BUT according to my MOM, i cant go after my monthly pass expires. since the up coming exams which will torture myself even more.. Which, sucks motherfucking ass!. i mean its the only time where i get some lonely time out by myself.. and its one of the only things that i look forward to during the owh so boring weeks i go through..

life feels like its getting cramped up into a smaller and smaller box everyday. gosh.
Sometimes i wish there were no rules at all.

Ex-Am

its comming!

Gosh, everyones busy with this and that.. and plus the whole pressure on Mid-term which is coming up in another 2 weeks is making me feel like dropping out of school already..

I dont understand how those straight A students does it. but i would love to learn their techniecs. im done making everyone dissapointed in myself.. i cant lose another year of fails in my exams.. its the last year ill ever have in school... time to make it worth while.

like i said to Adrees sometime ago, " Its time for change man"

Headaches are Asses

Sundays are the usual, just the normal futsal in the morning, had breakfast with irsyad. had a good chat,. In the end, the guy dumped me for a game called Left 4 dead. Which F.Y.I is making everyone getting addicted to ... no offence to those hardcore fans, i would say "the game sucks"..

Anyways, i decided not to end my day early and took a bus and went to see Maison all the in Usj 1. Call me gay. i missed the guy alrite. by the time i got there, he as well was playing the game that irsyad left me for on his new 360 which he wouldnt stop bragging about.. tried playing Call Of Duty on it, gave me and Effing headache... so i just dropped down the controler and called it quits. went up to his room, and the guy had shisha.. my tingling throat just couldnt resist and started sucking the pipe.. (which gave me a Bigger headache). Kind of dosed off on his couch cause of the unbareable headache while the guy kept on talking on the phone with his 'girlfriends' . motherfucking player.

All in all, i had a relaxing day with my buds.
Note : bring panadol everywhere from now on.