I miss everything

well i cant say much on whats going on with the life i know of right now cause.. if i did tell about it, it might just make anyone who reads this fall asleep cause its just the god damn same old.. Literally. i mean, waking up for school and just wasting my 5 hours in school doing pretty much nothing, then back home, tuition.. and thats it.. a freaking schedual i would say..i could actually count how many times i've had at least abit of fun through out these months..

i miss the old days where everyday was a new chapter, and things that i could just look forward to. people that was there every second of the day with me made it even better. Now, some of us got into a relationship, some just became quite and laying low as possible from everyone, and some are just not as close to as we were before.. including parts of MYself changed.. cause theres seriously not much happiness going on. the only thing that keeps me sane now is just the memories that are unforgetable.. its safe to say that it wouldnt hurt to live the memories once more..