Boys in boxers with a bottle of Corona

I finally had a trully "raya" day with my boys today.. just good plain fun goin around when i know i get to hang out with them.. we all had a good lunch at my house since Adrees inscisted it.. Maison decided to come at the last minute.. and somehow all of them came the same time.. so it was set prepped.. bunch of guys, with a car, and 2 of us with tones of raya money.. heh
By the time we got to Maisons house, things turned out to look like another bob marley song.. Shisha, ciggs, and a few beers, it would've been epic if we had weed, but no..not for now.. anyways, for me, that felt like heaven. now i have to face back to reality that Spm is in a month or so.. i NEED to staple my eyes to the books from now on.. sigh.. i had a really good week though.. Best Raya i ever had i would say..


Gautham looking really freaky






Corona for life



Turbog sucks, but maison's shisha rocks

Ordinary

i've just watched Spiderman 2 on Youtube, and listening to the soundtrack reminded me how really awesome the soundtrack was.. this one is my favourite

You lied

I have never gotten to blog on my poems, so i was thinking to just share one of them..

I wake up,
By her side and see the sun shine,
Right through the window pane,
Lights her face,
A soft amber glow,
And i really want to know,

Could this angel be mine,
Or will it just last a while,

Can't deny,
She made me feel like,
There's nothing else i need in my life,
How could I not see,
The feelings were fading
She was just waiting to go,

Things dont look so fine,
I think I fell behind,

There are scenes in my head,
I'd rather die than to face,
But here I stand,
Knowing that she's in love,
And it's not with the one,
That she promised to love, till the end of time,
She lied...

I held on,
To the hopes that she put in my,
Head everytime that she
Smiles,
Now I wonder,
was all that heartache worthwhile,

Love lies covered in lies,
Hearts have are broken and hurtful words spoken,
Can you look into my eyes..

Do you think you were perfect,
While I made the mistakes,
Then why do you feel,
The guilt burning inside,
As tears fill up your eyes,
You know you lied,

You said that you'll come back,
But i guess you never meant that,
Now you tell me things,
That put scenes in my head,
I'd rather die than to face,
But here I stand,
Knowing that you're in love,
And it's not with the one,
That you promised to love, till the end of time,
You lied...

Cherry flavoured

had an awesome day with maison today.. we havent gotten to actually hang out, so this was just the perfect thing we needed.

Started off at my house at 9, my mom was supprisingly kind enough to let me use the car to go for some breakfast nearby.. felt good to finnaly have a good conversation with the guy plus the morning enviroment, it was perfect for me..
Then we shifted to parade to buy myself a pair of slippers, and maison being the guy who he is, goes and wastes his money buying a bluetooth headset.. bought shisha filling from carrefour and took the bus all the way to his house from there on..

We eventually got "high" with the shisha in his room while watching Bruno on his laptop.. so basicly for us, we were watching a movie thats already funny as hell, but funni-er thanks to the shisha.. and i swear, that movie's not for the faint of heart, especially if your straight.. if you've watched it, you'll know what i mean..


So i went home 7-ish, took the bus, and i've got to say, when you have a good serious song to play through your headphones while looking out the window, gives you the space and time to think whatever you want.. somehow it even helped me clear my mind...
so basicly, the whole day was unplanned, and to me, thats what makes up for a perfect day... Mais, Love you bro..

had a real good night tonight.. had buka with close friends of mine plus shisha, plus having Gautham as our trusty driver.. had a few good drinks at Lionel's party but i just practicaly had a blast by just having fun with friends.. it feels awesome to finally hang out without having the feeling of getting caught...the days of SPM is getting closer and closer.. and im just haninging in there and get through it as calm as possible..

He's finally back

i trully love this song.. THIS is how his songs should usually be

A style

look closer, and tell me what you see.. i laughed my ass off over this once..

clothe hunting..

i dont know how i kept the same pose

had a good walk around and around pyramid with my mom today.. wanted to buy almost anything that looked good on me... but i only ended up getting just a few shirts.. shopping never felt so tiring.. i mean, i walk alot, but i have no idea why i felt like i ran a marathon today.. my feet were about to break apart. im still on a hunt for the perfect jeans and shorts.. thats another blog ill continue on..

Teenage dirtbag

i feel like a loser... sigh

Bloated

I finally had a buka puasa outside today and had it at Shangrila Hotel KL.. we had it last year so it wassnt such of a biggie for me .. all i know i ate like a pig.. the food is the best i tell ya.. so many variaties. i was too full till i had to find a sofa to rest on... it was cool to see my dad being the one being the boss and everything.. felt akward hearing him and his clients talking about money... makes me feel thankfull for not being intreaseted in banking and what not.. so many numbers to go by..

Dreams for fools

You know when you get those dreams about that certain someone, and when you wake up you find out it was just a dream and you feel so dissapointed that it wasnt true, so you just want to forget about the whole thing and move on right?
well, those dreams came back to hanut me.. and its one of the most annoying things you can ever get when you're already in a whole lot of pressure and depression.. but i've gotta say, it put a smile on my face... its like god wants me to feel at least abit of happiness in some way.. and im guessing this is his way of repaying my wants... right now, i dont want those dreams to end... cause reality's a bitch.. and it would'nt hurt to live in a wonderland once in a while if you know what i mean... :)



this song trully brings backy my memories.. its too bad i couldnt actually sing it when i was suppose to.

late wishes.. sorry bro

Somehow, Muiz's birthday was totaly forgotten from my memory.. and im trully sorry for that my bro.. i just wanna make it official by saying it here, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. love you my man..

Dance to the music

in Euphoria 08

yeah, its what i really really miss the most.. being able to just be in a club listening to pumping music and dancing up to strangers while hoping not getting rejected by it..i know its sounds lame comming from me, but yeah i like to dance.. nothing wrong with that right?. what more can i do, i am who i am.. its better than those lame bastards who stands at the edges of the dance floor ,just waiting for a miricale for a girl to come and talk to them.. all i know, im gonna PAR-TAY on when Spm's over with... i can feel the anticipation building up already..

2012

if you know about that movie 2012 saying that end of days will happen by then, heres abit of info that i found from good old youtube. and yea hearing predictions of the world ending is just fucked up... if you're really intrested watch part 1 till part 6

1 day break

blogging in a CC feels weird for me.. but who cares.. getting to skip school's always fun for me..