Cracked Bottle

okay, i cant stand it already..

Exams havent even started yet and im already cracking.. this is not good..
Besides that.. i have this gut feeling of being depressed half of the time.. everything thing that go throught every day just feels so dull these days. i seriously need something to do before i crack..

and news flash, Yours trully has gone fatter.. i looked in the mirror real good the moment i woke up, and it really hit me hard that i have gained weight.. because i know i have been eating alot.. and its annoying me cause i think it just the fact where i feel depressed most of the time.. Plus, i havent had a decent work out in 3 WEEKS!!! and i seriously feel blob-ish.. i need my gym back and fast. before im back to square one..

i just hope these 2 weeks are gonna past fast as possible.. i swear to god,the up comming School holidays are gonna be full workouts..cant wait