Story ended

Well there you go, finally got that full stop.. eventhough it wasnt direct, but its clear enough.

So much for saying it was'nt me being the reason why. It was me all the while

Im tired of it. im just tired of it. theres no point of me trying. Ill only be used. nothing more than just a person thats there when you're in need. And leave me like everyone does.

I dont want say i love you, i dont want to say i hate you. i dont even want to say goodbye.

Its bullshit when people say lightning doesnt strike twice. it does, hard and painful. it bites you in the ass and doesnt want to let it go.

I know

I know, ill be there for you anytime

I know, ill be patient with everything we go through

I know, ill be the guy for you who holds you in his arms and never lets go

I know, I've already fallen for you.

One more for the sake of it

Here's a short story.

Guy meets girl. Guy gets a crush on her. he does everything he can to make her happy. he makes the small moments together last. He gets too scared to show his feelings. she goes unnoticed how he really feels. he plays along with the moments he has with her knowing this story of his wont last. his predictions turns true.

She leaves him in the shadows, forgotten, left behind. The heart known to him was lost.
and even after awhile those small memories together still plays along in his brain.
looking up for hope was full of lies playing in his mind.
He soon realises she found someone new. someone better then him. His feeling for being happy for her were not pure. but they were there.

The end.

Im not in love, im just wishing it wont be the same as the story above. I dont want to give up like i always do and let things ruin themselves as they past infront of my eyes. im done reading your cover. give me a chance to let me go through your pages.

Weird thoughts

Im not sure if im pissed or just down right sad. i always ending up alone.. whats the point of writing this. no one would read it

This is it

No, im not talking about Micheal Jackson's new movie.. Im talking about the real effing deal. SPM baby.. yeah, its been running around in our minds like hell for the past year.. and guess what, we're 4 days away from it.. all those years are finally coming to an end.. and its ending with a freaking exam that has your future written all over it. So to those who are taking SPM, i wish you the best and GOOD LUCK.

this isnt helping at all

Getting stressed out about exams is already enough.. but at this certain moment, i just HAD to get myself involved into liking someone.. and it sucks when you start thinking about them..

i treat my blogs like a confession box, so here goes..

For the past month i could finally say, i've got someone to go for.. things just rolled along, texting you a whole lot just made me happy for some reason. finally thinking that i could like someone without seeing the consequences..but knowing you from the first layer is enough to know how you are around things.. Pessemist is the best word i would say. and to me, i know thats a bad thing. The cup you're looking at is half empty. im just wising for you to give me a chance to let me lighten up that black world of yours.. i know theres a bright star shining in you somewhere.. you've just got to look for it..

thoughts of you

well, since things are alot more secluded here.. ill let things out here.. besides its been awhile since my last post

its weird to finally like someone after awhile. but even that still makes me feel weird about things. but she still manages to makes things happy.. i hope theres a happy ending in this new chapter.. im hoping shes the one..

Battle of the sites

Since everyone has lately shifted to Tumblr, i decided to make one as well.. and i had no idea how awesome that site is.. so basicly i was scared that i would eventually totally forget about my Blogger.. it seems like its the battle between Facebook and Myspace.. i use facebook alot more and therefore like it more, but somehow i've never forgotten about my Myspace.. i still manage to come by and check it from time to time.. As a conclusion, i know ill do the same to Blogger.. cause i started off here.. and its bad if i just totally forgot about it.. so dont worry Blogger, ill never leave you...

Drummer in Boxers

I had a study session with Maison in the moring, i just love days out with the guy..
Anyways, the weather got a little too hot for us, so we just decided to go Parade for a few rounds of Daytona... and he just came up with a last minute idea to go jamming so we invited James and Walter to jam with.. so we walked all the way to the studio in 15 to jam.. but it was worthwhile cause i got to finally play drums after weeks without it.. to me, its a way of releifing stress. and a workout.. the band was just random, but none of us really cared.. as long theres music flowing properly, and it was good enough for us.. now, im just really tired cause of a long ass day.. and somehow im still wide awake.. my system is not working it used to no more.. i get less sleep, and more time awake.. im gonna have eyebags sooner than ever.. shit

Yesterday's story

no, as i mean literally, this was yesterday's story.. i could'nt help but to blog about it.. it was a REAL long day but it was worthwhile..

I went out at 9 to meet up Adrees at McD near Taylors, so i had no choice to walk in the rain all the way to 15 just for the guy.. i was wet like a dog by the time i got there. and we headed off for pool after that.. We decided to go watch Surrogates with Farhan, and we just rolled along to pyramid by cab from there on..
The movie was real good. it showed how lazy and over cautious human turned to be in the future.. but i dont wanna ruin the movie for everyone..After the movie we Farhan had the idea to go window shopping, and yea it sounds gay, but who cares, its the only way you can try on new clothes without buying it.



Anyways, Adrees and i then headed back to 15 to meet up with the other guys.. They planned to go for Amir's open house in Shah Alam, so basicly we didnt have a choice but to tag along, or just be left alone.. By the time we arrived at the KTM station, Adrees bailed out at the last seconds for Sofia that was comming to Subang.. so it was just me and my fellow malay gang, and vimal which i count as malay as well since he talks like one.. HAHA.. I havent Ride a train in years, so it felt kind of weird taking public transport thats stuck on tracks and goes slower then a motorcycle.. We stopped at Batu tiga train station, and took a cab to Amir's house.. OUr cab driver got lost and Anen decided to just get dropped off nearby a round-about.. so we had to jump over a fence to get into the housing area compund, and my knee hit the railing of the fence and it was god damn painfull..

We finally reached the house 15 minutes later.. thanks to Anen.. I had a good few grabs of the satay that was served, and a whole lots of laughs at the dinner table, and i mean ALOT.. we headed up to his room, and Aimran could'nt help by grabbing a Bibi gun that was on the table, and pointed the gun towards everyone.. so there we were, grown 17 year old guys screaming like girls trying to avoid a plastic bullet.. Vimal had a not so great idea by taking cover in Amir's Closet, and all of us pretended that we left while amir was holding the closet door.. and i swear, those was the funniest 5 minutes of my life.. i was holding on not to laugh through out the whole time.. we eventually gave up and let him out..

All in all, for a tiring day like that, migrating from place to place, it was
seriously an awesome day..its just too bad Adrees could'nt join us for it

listening to A love's song with a broken heart

i dont really like to blog about my depressions, but since its 4.am and i've got nothing to do, here goes

i feel too much of alone these days, dont really know why... probably its just me getting too emotional over small things but its just me listening to my nature..
i've gotta admit that nothing has gotten to make me happy lately, makes me wanna bust out into to tears for no good reason.. its like all the hard times are just waiting to burst out.. i just need the perfect situations to do it.. stressfulness is just gaining and i have no idea how to release it..
This state of depression is the toughest one i've been through i would say.. the fact where just nothing makes me happy anymore , while everyone else is having the times of their lives, im still stuck at the same state where i was probably 3 years ago. god life sucks.. i dont even know what the words im saying anymore..

Things you never noticed while you were a child

This is freakin hillarious!!.. i got this from a friend on Facebook.. its a wonder what were our reactions when we were a child

worst day ever

It starts from last night where i was being all stressed out and i had nothing to calm me down, so i hit the hay earlier than usual.. the next thing i knew, it was already 12 in the afternoon.. so basicly, i overslept.. which meant i got a really bad headache.. its not the painfull one, but the sleepy-headache one.. eventhough i already slept for 12 hours straight..
Anyways, i had to meet up with Adrees by 2.30 so i just went out without thinking if i could walk or not.. then half way, i felt like i needed transport.. thankfully there was a cab passing by to drop me off at AC. By the time i got there my head felt like mush.. Vimal gave the idea to go and vomit, and suprisingly it felt a little better. and i STILL managed to beat them at pool while i was having my painfull arms, and a headache..

at the end of the day,I felt too lazy to walk back and decided to just take a cab infront of McD.. and those motherfuckers charge over 10 bucks.. JUST from 15 to 17.. i just couldnt bear with the headache so i just considered on paying 10 bucks.. and the driver, was the worst driver i've ever gotten.. worse than that drunk driver i gotten a few months back .. hahah
He basicly horned at everything, i think one of them was even a burger stall for some reason, he threw a plastic container out of the window while driving at high speed on the main road, he smelt like trash, he looked like trash, he even sounded like trash.. im not trying to be all judgemental about this, but i had a pissed off day, and he just made it feel like it was the cherry ontop of the ice-cream..

He had to pay off his debt to some guy in Sunway, so i got dragged ALL the way the way to some apartments and i had to wait 10 minutes in the cab by myself.. he tried to be friendly by communicating, but i could'nt understand him half of the time. so i just nodded..
By the time he dropped me off, he really appoligized , i think it was because of my fucked-up-im-pissed-off kind of look i gave him just before i paid the cab fee..
So finally i reached home, thinking i could watch some Tv, have a nice cup of Teh-o, and just to be in a quite enviroment..
BUT, no... all of my relatives were around visiting.. all 27 of them.. not to mention the little ones playing with my stuff in my room.. So it was noisy, i had a headache that was about to expload my brain, my arms that cant be straightend and were still painfull as hell, my throat that was dehydrated, AND gastric pain that would'nt stop annoying me..

what better way to officially say my life sucks right?

unbearable pain

so there i go, i got too ambitious by working out again.. i promised myself no to do any weights untill i got under the 88kg mark.. but no, i got paranoid and now i tore my arm muscles, and it hurts as HELL i tell ya.. feels worse than a broken arm.. im just glad my left arm doesnt feel as bad as my right.. im gonna stick to just jogging from now on till i hit my target properly... all i need is a bit of struck of luck to get the job done before my deadline.. and a whole lot of painkillers for this pain

Boys in boxers with a bottle of Corona

I finally had a trully "raya" day with my boys today.. just good plain fun goin around when i know i get to hang out with them.. we all had a good lunch at my house since Adrees inscisted it.. Maison decided to come at the last minute.. and somehow all of them came the same time.. so it was set prepped.. bunch of guys, with a car, and 2 of us with tones of raya money.. heh
By the time we got to Maisons house, things turned out to look like another bob marley song.. Shisha, ciggs, and a few beers, it would've been epic if we had weed, but no..not for now.. anyways, for me, that felt like heaven. now i have to face back to reality that Spm is in a month or so.. i NEED to staple my eyes to the books from now on.. sigh.. i had a really good week though.. Best Raya i ever had i would say..


Gautham looking really freaky






Corona for life



Turbog sucks, but maison's shisha rocks

Ordinary

i've just watched Spiderman 2 on Youtube, and listening to the soundtrack reminded me how really awesome the soundtrack was.. this one is my favourite

You lied

I have never gotten to blog on my poems, so i was thinking to just share one of them..

I wake up,
By her side and see the sun shine,
Right through the window pane,
Lights her face,
A soft amber glow,
And i really want to know,

Could this angel be mine,
Or will it just last a while,

Can't deny,
She made me feel like,
There's nothing else i need in my life,
How could I not see,
The feelings were fading
She was just waiting to go,

Things dont look so fine,
I think I fell behind,

There are scenes in my head,
I'd rather die than to face,
But here I stand,
Knowing that she's in love,
And it's not with the one,
That she promised to love, till the end of time,
She lied...

I held on,
To the hopes that she put in my,
Head everytime that she
Smiles,
Now I wonder,
was all that heartache worthwhile,

Love lies covered in lies,
Hearts have are broken and hurtful words spoken,
Can you look into my eyes..

Do you think you were perfect,
While I made the mistakes,
Then why do you feel,
The guilt burning inside,
As tears fill up your eyes,
You know you lied,

You said that you'll come back,
But i guess you never meant that,
Now you tell me things,
That put scenes in my head,
I'd rather die than to face,
But here I stand,
Knowing that you're in love,
And it's not with the one,
That you promised to love, till the end of time,
You lied...

Cherry flavoured

had an awesome day with maison today.. we havent gotten to actually hang out, so this was just the perfect thing we needed.

Started off at my house at 9, my mom was supprisingly kind enough to let me use the car to go for some breakfast nearby.. felt good to finnaly have a good conversation with the guy plus the morning enviroment, it was perfect for me..
Then we shifted to parade to buy myself a pair of slippers, and maison being the guy who he is, goes and wastes his money buying a bluetooth headset.. bought shisha filling from carrefour and took the bus all the way to his house from there on..

We eventually got "high" with the shisha in his room while watching Bruno on his laptop.. so basicly for us, we were watching a movie thats already funny as hell, but funni-er thanks to the shisha.. and i swear, that movie's not for the faint of heart, especially if your straight.. if you've watched it, you'll know what i mean..


So i went home 7-ish, took the bus, and i've got to say, when you have a good serious song to play through your headphones while looking out the window, gives you the space and time to think whatever you want.. somehow it even helped me clear my mind...
so basicly, the whole day was unplanned, and to me, thats what makes up for a perfect day... Mais, Love you bro..

had a real good night tonight.. had buka with close friends of mine plus shisha, plus having Gautham as our trusty driver.. had a few good drinks at Lionel's party but i just practicaly had a blast by just having fun with friends.. it feels awesome to finally hang out without having the feeling of getting caught...the days of SPM is getting closer and closer.. and im just haninging in there and get through it as calm as possible..

He's finally back

i trully love this song.. THIS is how his songs should usually be

A style

look closer, and tell me what you see.. i laughed my ass off over this once..

clothe hunting..

i dont know how i kept the same pose

had a good walk around and around pyramid with my mom today.. wanted to buy almost anything that looked good on me... but i only ended up getting just a few shirts.. shopping never felt so tiring.. i mean, i walk alot, but i have no idea why i felt like i ran a marathon today.. my feet were about to break apart. im still on a hunt for the perfect jeans and shorts.. thats another blog ill continue on..

Teenage dirtbag

i feel like a loser... sigh

Bloated

I finally had a buka puasa outside today and had it at Shangrila Hotel KL.. we had it last year so it wassnt such of a biggie for me .. all i know i ate like a pig.. the food is the best i tell ya.. so many variaties. i was too full till i had to find a sofa to rest on... it was cool to see my dad being the one being the boss and everything.. felt akward hearing him and his clients talking about money... makes me feel thankfull for not being intreaseted in banking and what not.. so many numbers to go by..

Dreams for fools

You know when you get those dreams about that certain someone, and when you wake up you find out it was just a dream and you feel so dissapointed that it wasnt true, so you just want to forget about the whole thing and move on right?
well, those dreams came back to hanut me.. and its one of the most annoying things you can ever get when you're already in a whole lot of pressure and depression.. but i've gotta say, it put a smile on my face... its like god wants me to feel at least abit of happiness in some way.. and im guessing this is his way of repaying my wants... right now, i dont want those dreams to end... cause reality's a bitch.. and it would'nt hurt to live in a wonderland once in a while if you know what i mean... :)



this song trully brings backy my memories.. its too bad i couldnt actually sing it when i was suppose to.

late wishes.. sorry bro

Somehow, Muiz's birthday was totaly forgotten from my memory.. and im trully sorry for that my bro.. i just wanna make it official by saying it here, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. love you my man..

Dance to the music

in Euphoria 08

yeah, its what i really really miss the most.. being able to just be in a club listening to pumping music and dancing up to strangers while hoping not getting rejected by it..i know its sounds lame comming from me, but yeah i like to dance.. nothing wrong with that right?. what more can i do, i am who i am.. its better than those lame bastards who stands at the edges of the dance floor ,just waiting for a miricale for a girl to come and talk to them.. all i know, im gonna PAR-TAY on when Spm's over with... i can feel the anticipation building up already..

2012

if you know about that movie 2012 saying that end of days will happen by then, heres abit of info that i found from good old youtube. and yea hearing predictions of the world ending is just fucked up... if you're really intrested watch part 1 till part 6

1 day break

blogging in a CC feels weird for me.. but who cares.. getting to skip school's always fun for me..

Proof that Malaysia exsists..

this seriously shows how Our malaysian cars just cant compete with other cars in the world

chill pill

Getting to spend time with some good old friends and getting to drive their car, and to have shisha all in one night is seriosly what i need to relax my mind away from studies and everything else.. Yesterday was just a bullshit day.. everyone could'nt give me space and just leave me alone... so having a good time today was the saviour for all the stress boggling up my brain that cant handle too much at once.. i just wish evryday was relaxing.. sigh.

Human Masterpiece

The biggest name in the car making buisness has litterally pushed the boundries of making a beautiful car
It called the 458 Italia. And i swear, its the most stunning car ever made by man..
Really gives me the boost to persue my dream of being a car designer so maybe one day, my designs my just be praised on another person's blog in the futre...

Hell walks the earth

I was having a random hang out with Adrees last night, just simply took the keys and went out the house. we just had a relaxing chill at the padang in 17.. talked alot, caught up witha few things and had pretty much a real satisfying laughs
Out no where, we were busy talking about how this whole H1N1 would be a desease that brings the dead come back to life.. as i mean Zombies. and i have to say, our imagination went wild thinking about it. and by the time i got back, i took the time to watch Dawn Of the Dead.. its a typical zombie movie.. almost everyone gets infected and the ones that are alive are trying to stay alive..

So before that, Adrees and I were thinking what would've happned if something like that would happen in Malaysia.. cause practicaly every house in Malaysia has their own gates, grills, and some with really big doors. So its safe to say, that we here in Malaysia would survive if there were a crisis like that were to happen..
Have you ever thought of it?.. i mean, H1N1 is already spreaded around everywhere in the world, they may have already have walking dead people already but the goverment are just keeping it a secret... who knows right?.. if it is true, im gonna do anything to survive..

"need, water,dying, now"

yea, those are the words "muslim" people are gonna be saying the whole month. while
some of us is just not giving a shit about fasting.. i got through the whole day, but i cracked today and drank the water supply i kept. heh. whats the point anyway, im not even "sah" to fast if i even wanted to... im just not eating so i could at least lose some weight by not eating much for this month..

BGU 8700

I even wasted almost 2 hours just polishing the whole car by myself


Adrees being my Co-driver for the month

Im not sure if most of you dont know about my times with the car on the most amazing month ever..so here's the story..

Well, my parents left for Haji for a month last year and left me with the car. A Nissan Cefiro 2.0.. the thought of going anywhere i wanted was so possible.. but to me.. the car was just more than just a transport machine, it was more like a baby to me.. it had a really powerfull engine, a relaxed leather interior, air-conditioning of course, and my personal favourite, A jacked up sound system.. basicly everything you need to have blast inside a car..

I still remember one of the days where i picked up Adrees, and he could hear me 10 blocks away with the sound system i had.. and the ride of the car was so smooth.. pressing the peddle was just effortless, i hit 180km/h once with the car.. and it did it without breaking a sweat.. i used the car almost everyday to and to almost everywhere.. i would actually say, getting stuck in a traffic jam in that car, was no matter at all.. and the best part is, i didnt even had lisence for the whole month of using the car.. and there was'nt even a scratch on it after a month of me using it..

But sadly, my dad just couldnt help by getting a Mercedes, so without notice he sold it off for an E-class. thinking back, i didnt even get to say goodbye to it..shit
If i were to say what did i miss the most in the month of December, without a doubt it would be the Cefiro.. if i had the chance to buy it back one day, if its still in once peice, i would..*salute*.

Times of pressure.

I seriously hate this time of the year, where the moments of Trials and SPM is just dead smacked at your face.. there is no room for cooling down or rest what so ever..
Everyday i think of how my life after Spm would be, everyone would just go wild when the last paper of ours ends.. gosh, its so exciting just thinking about it..

But thank god, if it were'nt for the friends i have, i would be a nut job by now.. thinking of the times where i was actually having tones of fun and nothing to bother me was the ones i trully miss the most.. i just want my life back..

Full streached day....

And it was.. had a FUCKING exam today.. ON A SATURDAY!!.. and its not just any exam, Additional Mathematics SPM Trials exam.. woke up thinking i could finally rest my eyes and wake late for once, but no.. the school found a way to MAKE people come to school on a saturday. and their solution? exams of course..bloody fuck..

Anyways, my day didnt just end there, my mom was too busy to pick me up and send me here to there, so i had to walk back from school..aaannd, walk to Metropolitan for another crash course.. but, hey, i finally got to actually spend time with Irsyad and Adrees together again.. just like it was back in the old days..Adrees almost wanted to skip whole thing thanks to vimal's devil-ish words and influences.. But he managed to smack the sense back into him..
I have to say the Economi crash course was pretty good. Actually got something to write down and to have something in my brain about Econs..

Im wondering already how stressed i would be during the weeks of SPM itself, cause its only Trials now, i wonder how i would be when the real deal comes..
Eughh, its not a pretty sight.. GOD, just let me go through this with ease.

"Mission is a go"

So it was just a guys day out today, no girlfriends what so ever.. just plain guy time with some pool,lots and lots of laughter and bealching and a really really good movie up in pyramid to fuss about afterwards, and fuss we did alright..






GI.JOE caught me by strom.. it was AMAZINGLY good. its not the fact where the action gets you going, but the Suprise of the details and the movie itself that leaves you tingling.. i swear, when it came to Transformers 2, i was it expecting it to be good, and it was. but for a movie that issnt AS big such as this, came with a BIG outcome.. The lines coming out from peoples mouths in the cinema is already an example on how awesome this movie truly is.. "WOAH", "SHIT!""OMG".... From the hottest casts ever, to the Excelerating suits they wear is just... just.. GAAAHH.. its already leaving me speachless..





and i LOVE Snake Eyes who's this asskicking ninja kinda of guy who apparently, doesnt talk at all through out the movie.. but with an entrance and all the fighting scences like his, you wouldnt need words to love him even more.

As some already may have said.. it might even beat out transformers.. which leaves me on the fence. Both are just top of the line movies, and cant ever choose between these 2 for this year.. but then again, cars, chicks,and alien robots, has always been my ideal way of thinking of a fabuloutasticfuckingly good movie.. im out of words, i just cant choose.. for some of you guys, do all the critisising you want.. I'll be just fine ontop of the fence..

Modern Maths

well, i had a crash course on Mod Maths for a whole 6 hours up in Metropolitan college.. felt good at first cause the teacher was good... finally had progress on reveiwing all the topics.. apparently, they changed teachers up to half the way. sooner or later, we all just didnt give a shit about concetrating, cause he wasnt as good as the previous teahcer.. nother the less, at least i got something prductive to do on a saturday..

2 down 2 to go

FUCK.. yes, im annoyed, so sue me.. im tired talkin about the things i want and need.. i just realised the more unexpected things are, the better things are. so im finding a way to just block the world out of my life.. nothing except books, and books.. dont be shattered when i jump off a building..

"Cover me!!"...

my glorious teamates who got me through, and i look like fuck

so yea, woke up this morning late enough to piss my dad off for not being on time but he still waited about another 10 minutes. we went to Gombak for a game of paintball organised by Maybank and Petronas.. and i was the lucky child to represent my dad since he twisted his ankle a few days back..

It was my second time ever playing, and i gotta admit my nurves were pumping..
I was in Group 8 wich were basicly awesome.. 2 amongst them play paitball alot, so i was less scared since i THOUGHT i had my back covered from them..
we hit the first round,and i was just basicly a sitting duck.. i had my goggles fogged out and i was out of bulletts.. i just tried my best by getting the apponents flag in time.
it didnt work.. i "died" after the second shot.. The same thing happened when it was the second game..

But eventually i got used to the gun and the pain, and i knew how to control my breathing so i wouldnt fog up my goggles all the time. and finally i got few kills.. then it turned out our points were just enough to get us to the Semi-finalls... and the best part is, they gave us unlimited life.. so we can get shot as many times possible but still try and save our flag..
It was god damn exausting, cause the course itself, was at a really steap hill and we had to run up and down to get back to base, which is something you've gotta do once you're shot. we lost in the end.. but we were still running for 3rd or 4th placing, which meant we had to battle for the title one more time..

6th and final round for me, was THE best.. i was totally protected by 2 layers of shirts and one large jacket and a hoodie. To make it feel better, i had a little push from my earphones and the touch of music in my ears while i was playing the game.. and it totally worked.. i killed more over ten times and got to even go close enough to pitch our flag in the middle of the battle feild. it was epic, felt like in COD or Counter Strike or something .ducking, and running and sliding all over the muddy floor, best fun i've had all year . we got 3rd place in the end and a RM50 gift voucher from Isetan..

Definately, i love paintball more than any other game.. just the ammount of fun and adrenalin i was getting from the game is priceless.. i am sure signing up for another match next year..

Bounded by the rules

I NEED A FLY DAY.. yes, i need to ponteng school.. im too stressed from the rules and teachers that make school a living hell.. seriously, im gonna break soon if i dont get my mind straight.. Adrees, sofia, and muiz.. if you read this, you will know how desperate i am.. so please do a favor and lets FLY

family day

well i got back from my "family day" yesterday.. and i've got to say that it was kind of fun.. i was just happy enough to get out of the house and take my mind of things when i have time for myself..

getting to spend time with the family for once felt good. especially with my dad.. seeing him dance for a warm up the organised made my stomach drop down to the floor cause of how amazingly funny he looked.. its like seeing that Michellin mascot dance.. hahahah

It was helled at The Palace Of the Golden Horses.. and owh my gawd, the place is freaking grand. i mean GRAND. i've never seen that many fake horses in a hotel before.. i understood the phrase of "one of the most expensive hotel in malaysia" cause everything about the place is tip top. sort of i was playing with the gadgets they installed to operate the whole room the whole time . i LOVE the beds, i slept like i baby when i slept on it.. it felt like i was on a cloud. literally. it just sinks you into the featherly like mattress..*drool*. the food was so good , if Paris hilton would stay there, she would go fat in a week. i swear, the whole experience of staying at a really expensive hotel comes with a good outcome.. now its back to books ALL over again.. fuck....